Oh my god, I am about to do my first drop in. This is scary, my legs are shaking. I do not know what to do. If I back out of it, I will look stupid and if I do it, I will fall headfirst and brake my neck. This is not good, everyone is looking at me, what do I do? What have I got myself into? I do not think I can do this. No, I don’t want to do it, help me now god, this is not good and now I have just realised everyone has just stopped looking at me, because I have taken too long. Well here, we go arrrrrrrrrrr! Snap.